My First Kiss: JJ

Last night I got to know of Jino's first kiss. kekeke! Chatting with him I had a good laugh. Well, regarding my first kiss. It happened when I was 13 years old. Back when I was still in form 1. Some of my friends and I had a sharing session where we talked a lot about our favourites and dislikes. Then out of sudden one of my friends suggested that we play Truth or Dare. A guy by the name JJ chose not to answer and was dared to kiss me.

Girls: Kiss Bernard!!!
JJ: Kiss only ah? Easy lor. You all girls also can kiss girls, guys also can kiss guys lor.

I closed my eyes as he approached me. I almost hear my heartbeats. It was so fast and strong. I was nervous. He gave me a peck on my forehead.

JJ: There! Done! *smiling*
Girls: Yeeee! Not fair! Not on the lips! Not counted!
JJ: You didn't say on the lips ma.
Girls: Must be on the lips! kiss kiss kiss!
JJ: okay lor!

I said not a word. He came again. This time I did not close my eyes. In fact, my eyes widened. Our lips met and for the first time. I actually kissed someone that is neither my dad or mum. His lips, so soft. My head felt a sudden warmness. My neck too.

Girls: You are blushing!
Bear: Harrr!!! Errr...
Girls: Yeah! Your cheeks are red! Your ears and neck too!
Bear:...........
Girls: You shy ah? *cheekily smiling*
Bear: No lah!

The bells ringed. Signifying time for our recess. And the issue was never brought up again. Washed by the time. Remaining nothing but a sweet memory residing in me.

~Memories do not remain forever, time cleanses the mind of all~

CNY: Generous Mum

My mum is a lady that likes to stick to traditions and customs. Despite being advised by my nenek angkat and me, she insists on practising all the so-called pantangs like on the first day of CNY cannot sweep, wash hair and etc. As for me, I just follow what she says so that there won't be any troubles. Personally I don't like following such nonsense but I don't mind since it's just once a year anyway. Every year mum and I will head for Jusco to buy drinks and food for guests. I don't like carbonated drinks so you won't find any Sarsi, Pepsi, 7up or rootbeer in my house. And I don't like to buy the same drinks over and over again unless the drinks are really good and under promotion. All drinks are handpick by me and this year I have chosen apple juice and grape juice from Great Bucks, white grape flavour Justea and Delite mango juice.

As always my mum will get all the food stuff like almonds, pistachios, dried peach and sweets. We will order homemade cookies from a nearby market in Kepong. I like trying the new cookies so the traditional ones are hardly found in my home. Since I love chocolate alot most of the cookies that I order are chocolate based. 1 fact about me, I HATE pineapple tarts and bee hive with sesame seed. Mum do not know what I hate so I have to make the orders or else no one will be eating the leftover cookies after all the visitations.

Since this year my 'frenz' decided not to visit my house there is plenty of food and drink left. How awesome! More food for the bear. I have to be honest here, I have a really picky tongue when it comes to eating. Eventhough I am quite a DBKL but I will criticize the food while eating them. I did went on several house visitations and the food & beverages that they serve was utter disappointment. Very traditional cookies and they are all the SAME! No taste at all. So sorry if you are reading this but in my humble opinion, a new year should have some new stuff around. If it's all the same old stuff how new is the new year? Think about it!!!

Let's change the spotlight to my mum now. She loves people visiting our house. She loves giving out angpao(red packets). She thinks that whenever guests take a visit to our house we should serve them with good food and beverages. Make sure they are satisfied. Turn on the air-conditioner just for them as we hardly ever use it unless there are guests. And despite my mum is a single mum taking care of a family of 4, she guarantees an above average amount in the red packets. Every year my 'frenz' will receive a 5. Close friends will receive a 10. Same goes to those that I always mention to my mum about how they have helped me and treat me. YES!!! My mum knows who are my friends and who are my 'frenz'. She knows who treats me well. since this year the 'frenz' ain't visiting, some of my friends received a 20! YES, it's a 20! Believe it. I have never recieved a 20 from anyones mum.

~The mother bear rewards true friends with lots of honey~

Cute boy, Lengzai and Handsome!

The bear is not easily surprised. But last friday, salmon caught bear in surprise mode. As we headed out for lunch with William and SK, I can't help but to notice that dardar's handphone was noisy by frequented calls and messages. When dardar told me that were gonna have 3 more guests I panicked cos I was caught unprepared. My hair was not messy enough. My attire was so pasar malam. Worst of all, I forgot my mask!

How can I not get sweaty hands when I was suddenly told that we were gonna meet 3 lengzais!!! Upon hearing their names from dardar my heartbeat increased like I was tfk-ing! Wait... tfk heartbeat will increase??? Anyway, our lunch at Puchong Yong Tau Fu was really good. Heed my advise, take the cold loh hon ko with ice! Their loh hon ko was TOO sweet! urgh! Nicky sat beside me during the lunch ^__^ NO! I did not grab any of his body parts! I may be horny but I have good self control. LOL!

We then moved to Wong Kok Cha Chan Teng (dunno the exact spelling and too lazy to google) in Equine Park's Jusco for some drinks. This time I sat opposite of the cute cute Nicky. Wuahahaha! Not on purpose okay! NO! I did not use my legs to caress his! This time I managed to pull some courage to look at Jino straight in the eyes. OMG! He was as lengzai as he is in the pictures. Cool but looks adorable when he smiles. But this 2 cute boy and lengzai both soooooo quiet, especially Jino! Edwin, another handsome on the other hand is more interactive. Gosh! I totally kalah to all 3 of them T_T

But from this encounter, I am pretty sure that Nicky is not as innocent as he seems. Please be careful when handling this boy! Wuahahaha! As shy as the ultraman is, his eyes are dangerous. One look and you might be petrified by his charms. hmmm... sounds more like Medusa. Stay alert people!!!

~Bears are shy creatures~