Getting naughty!

I must be out of my mind! I just had 1 paper this morning and guess what... I only revised in the morning at 8 then straight go exam hall at 10.30. I hope mum don't see this post(I know she wont :D). OMFG! I can't believe I did that(for the very 1st time)! cramming all the points in my head within that time limit early in the morning was seriously killin' my brain cells. :S What a naughty little bear.


Read the latest chapter of Naruto and Bleach. Was hoping for more action and less talk. Is it just me or does anyone agree with me? Anyways, will be sittin' for the next paper tomorrow evening. Certainly hope I could get my head into the game. My concentration has been off these days and mum certainly wouldnt like it! Hopefully can maintain my grades to her satisfaction. Work harder Bernard!

Somehow I don't like the previous dream that I posted. My own interpretation of the dream:

The beautiful setting is what all gay wants. To live happily as who we really are. Crystal clear skies and flowers =) But then there is this dark clouds that forms an image of a giant octopus that wants to destroy us(Hatred/homophobia?). The happy family that ran pass me towards the monster kinda signal that its what the society is(supporting homophobia?). They ran in the opposite direction with ease(straight life?) while I struggled just to take a step(hardships of leading gay life?). And finally the giant octopus trying to swallow me(break what that is left of me?). I really wonder. What does the dream mean? I dont know about it but I certainly know that the giant Tako is definitely EVIL and wants me gone.

Anyone knows how to interpret dreams?

~Not a fan of Takoyaki~

Tako clouds

Something seems familiar

the crystal clear skies

the setting somewhere in the highlands

beautiful flowers

roses

sunflower

as I was walking on a trail of flowers

the skies slowly turned dark

as if a monster is being born from the sky

covering all possible sunlight

it engulf the skies

dark clouds growing

tentacles reaching out the white fluffy ones

forming an image of a giant octopus

It just kept growing

vicious wind kept blowing

as if a vacuum

pulling me closer to the epicenter

I tried to head to a shelter nearby

but every steps seems so heavy

as if chains of weight have been sealed upon my legs

I see a family

a young girl

next a boy

then came the father

the mother closely behind

they ran happily towards the giant monster

they ran so effortlessly

while my whole body could hardly budge

as if a spell has been cast upon me

it was so tiring

but somehow I know

my destination is the shelter

With huge wide steps I take

slowly

I know I will make it

but the monster

as if trying to swallow me

drew closer

and closer

and that is when

I see the lights of reality again

second time

the same world

~I dont like giant Tako~

Unproductive

This past week has been truly unproductive. I have did practically nothing at home. The usual combination of eat, sleep, online... Slack slack slack... Supposed to do revision but only read through. haiz... What is wrong with me. Every mornin' wake up straight turn on the com and look for food. Facebook just takes a whole lot out of my life. Mousehunting!

Brunch of the day = homecook Bak Kut Teh made by mum of cos.

Browsed the net searching for some part time for the coming holiday. Hopefully hit a good 1.

While chattin' with a fren of mine. Saw his status as "Do you really really love me?" and I somehow wanted to know who he was askin'. Not gettin' an answer from him kinda turn my mood near zero. No idea why I was eager to know. No idea why I would be emo. And when he finally gave an answer I still wasnt satisfied. Perhaps wasn't the answer I would like to hear. After awhile decided that I should take a nap and forget about.

Mum got back and dinner again Bak Kut Teh~ Round two! I muz admit that mums Bak Kut Teh is improving each each time. I critic alot yeah~ After dinner helped my mum wash all the dishes, sweep the kitchen and do some laundry. My sis bought 'Tau Fu Fah' again! tee hee! SO HAPPY =)

Did not even flip a page of any books or notes. Just like that I spent one whole freakin' day. Rate me. Judge me. You can all say what you want. LOL. I am not proud of how I spent my day anyways. bleh~

~why CAN'T I gain any weight lazying like this~