Dealing with Loudmouths

Do you guys have annoying colleagues that don't know when to shut up? Or colleagues that acts macho and constantly display the "don't mess with me cos I am a huge ass macho man" attitude? Gosh... I don't know what is wrong with him but there is this guy who constantly trying to mess with me by spouting words to show his dominance or manliness. I really don't know how I should deal with it. I have always given the silent treatment to people who don't know when to shut up. I thought that by ignoring them and not responding to them, they would give up talking shit to me. It has worked on others but I just don't get why it didn't work on him. He prolly hated me for asking if his girlfriend is his older sister back when I first saw him eating with another girl at the cafeteria.

Rumour Has It

Rumour has it that I have a girlfriend. So I have been spending a lot of time with someone of the opposite sex. But when a guy and a girl spend a lot of time together, does it mean that they are a couple. I am truly astonished at the travel speed of rumours. So what if we have lunch together? So what if we have dinner together? So what if we go shopping together? So what if she grabs my arm for whatever reason? Isn't it normal for a fag and hag to commit such acts?

A surprise within another surprise

I officially passed my management trainee programme and was given best academic award. The more surprising part of the whole process was during the graduation, my trainer gave me an extra present which only I received. 2 self-help book on leadership. OMG... he was so cute when he passed it to me. He was so shy. It all happened when I walked into the hall. He came up to me and handed me a present. I blanked for a moment, then I asked him what was it for while taking it from his hands. He just shook his head and took a few steps backwards without uttering a word. From that awkwardly far distance I said thank you =.="

Being Apart Sucks

So I no longer stay with my love at his apartment anymore. I miss him even if its 1 day apart. I hate this feeling. Not being able to see everyday made me feel incomplete. The days passed felt so empty. While at the same time I need to confront my awesomely irritating managers who I-hate-so-much coz they are so full of themselves (office politics started on 1st day of work!) and acclimatize to the new department in a new working environment. gosh... Argh....

Becoming a Hamster

Another post from me. I recently just signed up as a member at Gorgeous Fitness. Obviously because my love is also a member there. Ah... the things I would do to be with my love. Funny thing about gym is that everyone there are like hamsters. Like how we would gather at a place (like a cage) then run around to use the equipments (like hamsters running around playing the various toys that they would play again and again) or running on the treadmill (most hamster like behaviour). Another thing about the gym is the people of coz. Ahem... Candies are nice but when it comes to workout time at the gym, a timid little scrawny kid like me can't help but to feel slightly intimidated by the mere presence of these bigger muscular hunks. sigh...

Senile Old Farts episode 1

For some odd reason, old people can be really difficult to entertain. So they entered my department. Asked for something that we don't have. Then I told them we do not have it and they asked if I was sure. Hell yeah I am sure and I even offered to tell them where they can get their 'needs'. The old farts will keep pestering me with questions why my department don't have this, don't have that. Then they asked me how come other place have and blah blah blah... (It's like wake up pls!!! We do not have enough space to carry all the things you want OK?!) Then I explained that we only carry certain brands due to limited space. They then complained that the brands like Panasonic and Coway are not reliable. They don't trust Japanese and Korean technology and blah blah blah... Then they asked me if the Malaysian brand is good or not. Hello!!! Wake up la old farts! There is a chinese saying "Cheap things no good things, good things no cheap things". Already lived your life more than half a century still don't know meh...

Black

It is so gloomy on Facebook. Many people turned their Facebook profile picture pitch black. I opted not too. It is such a depressing colour. Everyday, every posting is about politics. Utterly unbearable. I never liked politics but I had to deal with it as it affects my future and my country. But I am really tired of it. 

Then there is the issue with race. Never ending. Forever inciting hate based on skin colour. That is what our politicians do. Chinese this, Chinese that. Malay this, Malay that. Day in day out that is what being fed to citizens of Malaysia by our beloved ministers. To my horror, there are many people who actually believe in what they say.  

Then there is BR1M. Vote buying no? My colleagues eagerly declared that they would vote for BN to get BR1M. Money money money. Who doesn't want money? But where does the money come from? Rosmah? Her money saving techniques are legendary. 

The list goes on and on. I already malas nak layan. Just gonna wait and see what is going to happen. FB currently flooded with too many things. Don't even know which are credible. That's all for now.

Polling Eve

People still flooding in to the store today. Maybe to stock up on food in case there will be a riot? I would have thought that a big sum of these people are back in their respective hometown getting ready to poll. Not the case at Bandar Utama. ish... 

A handful of colleagues were talking about voting for BN to get holiday on the following Monday. Hopefully they don't vote for BN... I dread the day that my sister graduates without 1st class and needs to pay back the PTPTN loan. She is not working material (sigh...). I really doubt that she could managed to get a good paying job (she claims that getting a job with 3k salary, good boss and time flexibility would be easy). 

I ponder upon a few stars if she is still living in the realm of reality. To test this, I asked her if she knew the average pay of a waiter/cashier at McD. I was left speechless when she said RM20 per hour. That's why I strongly believe that the Opposition must form the new government or I will be cursed with a high spender, high debt sister. 

I also want the tolls gone, my poor Touch N Go card have been reduced to a mere RM0.30 worth after my last usage today. Oh holy PR, save us from the evil clutches of BN vampires.

Reopened

It has been a while since my last post. I found myself back here again after being separated with my love. My blog was closed for a period a safety measure. As some might know, I am attached to a new job. Didn't want my bosses finding out too much about me at least until I am confirmed on my position. Better safe than sorry. 

That aside, I am just a bit more in touch with my emotions these days. This happens when I have more free time alone and when my love is not with me. Days apart can really feel like weeks when we practically lived under 1 roof for more than 3 years now. Seeing guys posting pictures and videos of their marriage stir up my emotions further. They look so adorable and so picture perfect if you know what I mean. They make me think of what I want. I have always imagined myself having a simple wedding with close family and friends at a very nature setting. Then both of us having kids of our own in a lovely apartment. Grow senile together and happy ever after. I still continue to wish for that day to come. Maybe not in Malaysia. I just don't see it happen here. And that makes me sad.