Change

Time flew so quickly I often forget how long it has been when we had a heart to heart talk. Almost 9 years together we have both changed so much. My dear Pikey have turned from soft tofu to a meaty one. From being uptight to being open about his feelings. I am amazed at how much he has changed.

I have to confess I have changed too. I did things I am not proud of. I have done wild things I have always wanted to do but never had the courage to do cos I was afraid of hurting my dear Pikey. I was probably really selfish. I was being lustful. I wanted to feel sexy and slutty. Having read a certain book, I realized that I really do have 1 life to live. I get to decide for myself what type of life I wanted. What I want to experience I share it with my love. I felt the guilt that came with the pleasure. However, tonight the movie "Call me by your name" has reminded me to just live life. Regardless of what has happened or may happen, what we shared together will always be real.

Even though we have changed, I will always remember that love I have received. Some times I feel so overwhelmed by his love I felt I have not given him equally the same. I know it's silly. We can't measure love in units. I hope it was enough.

2018

wow wow wow... Let's start off with a sexy post!

It's been 3 freaking years since this blog have any posts. I have been thinking of resuscitating my lovely blog for quite some time now. So... a lot has happened in my life. Won't be able able to share it all in one post ya.

So let's start with 2018. It has been a crazy year for me so far. Some of you may know that I have spent half a year working in Tokyo. So I took up this training program that my company has offered and have been busy ever since. I had the opportunity to explore Osaka & Tokyo & their greater surroundings while I was there. But now I am back!!! The Japan experience has really changed me as a person. This year alone I have gave up on gaming. More determined now to give in more time to my body and to live a more active life.

My blogging style will probably change a bit considering I am now a changed man yeah... LOL!

I purposely kept this a secret so that I could surprise my boyfriend... Ahem... Not sure if he would join me back into blogging but I have found back my reason for blogging. So, that's all for now my fabulous readers. Ciao!

Dealing with Loudmouths

Do you guys have annoying colleagues that don't know when to shut up? Or colleagues that acts macho and constantly display the "don't mess with me cos I am a huge ass macho man" attitude? Gosh... I don't know what is wrong with him but there is this guy who constantly trying to mess with me by spouting words to show his dominance or manliness. I really don't know how I should deal with it. I have always given the silent treatment to people who don't know when to shut up. I thought that by ignoring them and not responding to them, they would give up talking shit to me. It has worked on others but I just don't get why it didn't work on him. He prolly hated me for asking if his girlfriend is his older sister back when I first saw him eating with another girl at the cafeteria.