Closer Than Ever

For Dear P

Gio came over to my house 2 days ago as he wanted help with his present. He did most of the stuff while i helped a little. I saw the roses that he made and they were so pretty. For days I have thought what to get my dear. In the end I thought this isn't a bad idea. I asked Gio to teach me how to make 1. After completing the 1st one, he had to go home and I was left alone in the living room trying to make one on my own. Had a real tough time figuring out how to establish the center fold.

With the Streamyx down, I was left there trying on my own. Gave up... Just couldn't remember how it was done. Hours later, was able to connect to the web and quickly I searched for the video on youtube. There were a few methods to make them but there was only 1 that resembles the way Gio taught me. And so, I sat in front of the com with the papers with me. The 1st rose that I made turned out to be a real mess.

After dinner, chat with dear awhile cos didn't want him to worry. Then had to offline to continue making them rose. At some point I was really tired. But I knew that I had to complete it before I meet him the next day. The 5th one turned out the best that I have seen so far. Thus, it was completed at about 3am. The excitement of seeing him on the next day kept me awake for quite some time despite I was laying on the bed trying to sleep.

The next morning, we met at the KTM Subang Jaya. Seeing his expression upon receiving it was priceless. I knew the effort was something that cannot be bought.

We spent the evening in his house. Side by side, we held each other on the bed. His smile ever so real. His gentle caresses left me wanting more. Our lips met and for the longest time I have ever yearned for. Sleeping beside him that evening was a long awaited moment. I have never felt any closer to him than that period of time.

Standing on the balcony we watched how the rain shifted from one area to another. We then moved to the bottom and in the after rain we sat on a bench. The chilly wind was just right that night.

After dinner, we set course for Kepong. As we reached Manjalara, I could no longer retain the my emotions. Warm liquid rolled down my cheek. I was overwhelmed by the sugary moments we had. Having this man in my life made it so much more colourful. What a silly moment. I knew soon we have to separate as the car got closer to the destination.

~Tears of joy~