Donations?

Plunged into the dark world

ended up in a room

don't look familiar

hospital?

a stranger i see

a male

moments later...

enter the room a lady

dressed in white

holding a bottle

askin'

who is next?

Me?

stood up

towards her i went

and took the bottle

followed her I

to a room

air-conditioned

a comfy bed

time limit she gave

3 hours

handed me the bottle

then left with a smirk

worked it

huff huff huff...

barely filled it

no wonder...

3 hours given

12 rounds???

^^male extinction?^^

Big Bowl

A trip to Mines...



Hehe... what a day. Bear went shopping for clothes and in the end only can afford to get 1...

SAD T.T saw many that Bear wanted to buy.... but not enuf money~

then balik time waited for 1 and a half hour for the bus. It was worth the wait though. Bear saw many people like him too ^^

Bear talked to 2 girls... 1 chinese lookin' and 1 indian lookin'...

Bear thought they were locals BUT turns out that they aren't.

Li Yang(medic) and Ruti(vet) are their names... we chat n chat... Li Yang despite from China, she likes japan alot... Bear asked her bout the history between China & Japan and her feelings about it. Li Yang said "Its all in the past, a history. Yeah... we remember about it but its pointless to have any grudge against them. Instead, we should learn from it. Japan is a strong country and i actually admire them. I even learned Japanese just so i could watch their cartoons and animations"... Listening to what she said, i felt sad for 1 of my friend. He couldn't let go of the past.



Bear further asked Li Yang about her view about chinese people that don't speak mandarin and if the language is an identity to being a chinese. She replied "I don't get what u mean... u look like us too. why wouldn't you be a chinese? just because you are unable to converse in mandarin doesnt mean you are not chinese. You can speak other languages right? But in China we must be capable of speaking mandarin because everyone does. But here in Malaysia we speak any language as long as others understand what we say"... again, listening to those words Bear felt that many mandarin educated chinese in Malaysia are doing nonsense.



'Banana' is what they call chinese that can't converse in mandarin. Bear asked a friend of his who is a chinese Malaysian why... and the answer is WE only look like chinese but in the inside WE aren't. And when Bear asked him do you think we are chinese, he answered NO. He further added that the language is an identity to being a chinese. WTF was all that about... It seems to Bear that the education system has been set to make the thinking of Malaysians to be conservative. For some reason some don't fall for it and am lucky Bear is one of them. In university, whenever Bear speak to a chinese in English, they would stare at Bear or ask if i could speak in mandarin. Bear would go like WTF if wrong with you??? can't u even try to speak english??? it seems that they have their REASONS ~it feels closer speaking in mandarin~

yeah rite... to HELL with it!!! the real reason for those who doesn't want to speak in english is that they SUCK at it and they are afraid of people laughing at them. You know what.... these people do exist and they are around Bear in university. The hell is wrong with them??? if u don't speak in english how are you going to improve??? how are you going to work outside??? are you going to just serve those that can speak mandarin??? but lucky for Bear =) i love it when they speak mandarin. Gives Bear more chances in learning mandarin. And Bear is really thankful that these people exist for some reason. LOL!!!

Opppsss... the post was supposed to be about my shopping but went out of topic ady ~.~

anyhoo~ Bear saw this banner on the left in the Mines. WOAH!!! Bear saw it and was immediately hungry... but was disappointed when saw the date =.=" Bear wonders if he would be able to pull it off... hehe ^^ really wanna try it out ya =) but Bear is lookin' for frenz to join him... wouldn't be fun to do it alone right??? hehe... anyone out there that wants to join Bear in conquering sushi king challenge???

^^ROAR!!! take the challenge^^

10 marks

falling into the dark world

i see myself

walking to the front

people staring at me

the paper i once written

appear...

with numbers on the top right

circled

10

eyes wide

heart beat rapidly

A bad omen?

Out of My Mind?

Todays lab involves food ^^ BUT!!!
those are food for fish and shrimps =.=" Abit sedih lorh~
After the experiment i was curious about sumthing... How does it taste???
LOL... 1st time try... *nibble* *nibble* *nibble*
to my surprise, it didnt had much taste O.o
so i tried more and there were more than 20 types there... WOAH!!!
i only tried 4 of them though... HAHAHA!!!
well... as always i am the crazy 1 in the class... my juniors kept staring at me....
my friends kept saying that i am crazy... but guess what!!!
my juniors followed MY footsteps!!! that is RIGHT!!! they were curious about how it would taste too just like me and i knew it... the only difference between me and everyone else is I am BRAVE enuf to try them while they waited for others to try 1st. Hmph....
I am the self-proclaimed REVOLUTIONIST of the aquaculture team... Ahahaha...

trust me when i say there are many of you out there that would like to try it too =)


^^We only have one life, cherish every moment you have for we do not know when it will end ^^

Flash

my eyes closed
lying down on bed
enter the dark world
sudden flashes appear
flash of three
Riang
Ting & Yu
A present written with words
'I Love U'
so short
so simple
3 person
3 words
wondering...

Bear meets Arowana

Bear encounters more fish ya =)
Bear just loves to pick the exotic ones to draw. Hehe~

Bears can draw??? haha...

Scleropages formosus

another week at the lab... means more fish!!! Bear thinks bear's drawings are improving...
hehe =) this week bear chose to draw arowana and scad fish.

Bear is disappointed with his own effort to study lately. Not paying enough attention. Always hunt mouse ~.~

Trip = Sleep

jugra sport fishing

on top is a picture of a fishing pond located in Banting. hehe^^

taken 3 days ago tho... Bear was on a field trip. not a pleasant 1 but well used. haha XD

wanna know y??? Bear slept most of the time in the bus. ~.~

Bear needs alot sleep u know? haha...

oh ya.... the fishing pond used to be an aquaculture pond that produce shrimps.

namely P. vannamei and P. monodon. its a really nice place ya... this pond is located behind a bungalow. WOAH!!! cool right? guess hu's the owner of the bungalow... ~.~

not me la... haha =)

my updates gotta be faster... geez... kinda bz with all the report writting and exams. so ter-late lor~ haha...

Arigatou to any1 that follows my blog ya... teehee =)

Graduation!

minutes later... Bear and Boon =)

Y am i taking the flowers???

Waffle anyone?

Had waffles for lunch. The waffle was dripping chocolate in the inside. what a mess...
but nonetheless it taste good =)
walk walk walk...
Back to the library i go...

Study O Play???

lappie makes its 1st appearance =)


at library since 9 am. didnt study at all... keep facebooking and chat with my sis... then mousehunt and farming...

really muz study lei. Test are gonna be tough this sem and i am still fooling around haha... ~.~swt-nye

still wondering if another 4.0 is possible anot...(yeala yeala... u guys always say i pretend la... wadever...) the truth is --> tough cos i am still playing here. LOL!

1st up tmr will be crustaceans and lucky me! i love this subject so much ^^

the upcoming ones will be tough tho... but i will do my best cos dont wanna lose out to my juniors le... hehe =) the sleepless week is here again...

Meeting Boon Yong later. graduation!!! and actually i am kinda late =.="

adios...

Bear meets shark

Interesting lab ytd ya... hungry bear meets a puny shark. hehe =)
Of all fish to draw i drew the shark. haha... dont get to see often in lab lor... too bad its a DEAD 1 lol... kinda wish its still alive. wonder who's fiercer, bear or shark? GROWL!!!

Bear just loves to take his own pictures...

Carcharhinus sp.

wondering why i did not post the picture i drew??? bleh :P dun wan let u all see my ungly drawing. haha... the above is a preserved shark. it's kinda soft and stinky. urgh...

H1N1 alert!!!!!!!!

right after lab ---> went to the college office to grab these... free mah... mai go get lor. hehe =)
but nvr tried to put it on LOL... to every1 out there, GO SEE A DOCTOR IF U ARE SICK.
and QUARANTINE yerself... hehe... take care =)

Hair cut

this morning at bout 9.30 went to get my hair done. Too long ma...

ok ba... dont want so long


what u lookin at???

stir fried roasted pork with celery

had this for dinner few days ago... gosh... so delicious =)
simple to prepare. just throw in the celery to a wok of heated oil.
stir fry till nearly cooked then add in the roasted pork.
add in a bit of sugar and oyster sauce and wala!!!

The Black Parade

~.~ sounds of some1 typing at 8am in my room... my sis online-ing in my room...
geez... just 4 hours of sleep and my mom came into my room and told me to wake up. I was like "what?, i still need my beauty sleep..."
then my mom pun tanya "u want go to the funeral anot? get dressed now"
went to my wardrobe then realize no black clothes =.=" i like red color mah...
*shit! what to wear* went down to the living room and saw my only black shirt that i wear to lectures... no choice... grabbed it and put on my jeans.

at the parade, took a seat beside my mom. suddenly this aunty beside her start talking to my mom. the usual again, greet every1 u meet even if u dunno them.
what a drag and i don't recognize them... *grumble* hungry!!! i realized i tak makan breakfast!!!

watched the ceremony... so gloomy~ sound of ppl crying... tak tahan betul...
really dont like these kind of parade.

then later on march to the entrance of jinjang to naik bus...
no seats gotta stand!!! great, what a day~ SLEEPY~
about 15 minutes later reach the place where they incinerate the corpse. dunno whats the place called lah~
wait wait wait... finally time to balik. not to my home... what the???

upon arrival at jinjang... FOOD!!! i am starving!!! vegetarian again but this time with mushroom ^^ no pictures tho~ i was super hungry okay...

back at home sleep till now~
MOM! don't take me to funerals again!

end and start

the only drink available besides mineral water

vegetarian... not exactly a fan of it >.<

my sis bo suang me calling her a servant

me?

Hi to all... thx for the support and i hope all u guys will enjoy this...
its a new start here in blogger but sadly(not really that sad) something has come to an end.
just came back from grandma's house... it seems that my grandpa ended his journey this morning so my mom, sis and i went over to tengok-tengok... so many ppl there. make me feel awkward cos i hardly know any of them. anyway lepas makan i took a nap till like 1am?
nothing to do there cos all adults (sien-nye)

have been workin my butt off for this blog(duh... i am so teruk at all this on9 thingy)
thats y i am learning. so be patient ya =)
do stay tune...

^^for every beginning there is an end^^