It has always been a problem for me. I knew I was different. It was always more pain than this. Each try I take a step further. Finally, I am able to see it at full. Naked to the eyes. It didn't look too shabby. No longer hiding. Pulling it back was really tough. But I guess I can't give up. I need to push on to get what I want. I need to be consistent at this if I ever want it to be easier. Practice practice practice. With more experience, I am sure it will get better. That sharp pain is nothing. your sensitivity will lose to my courage and persistence.