No Where to Hide

Why hide?! I have been out to almost all of my friends. If you guys remembered, Mr. P and I went on the Cameron trip. Tonnes of picture were taken with many thanks to William. The thing is, last week when I told lingling to save my reports into a pendrive, he decided to put the photos in there too. Me not noticing it, I passed the thumbdrive to my coursemates. I guess everyone would be able to predict what would happen. They looked through my stash of photos WITHOUT my permission. What a nice morning surprise when suddenly Patrick came over and we talked about it.

In cantonese...

Pat: Did you know everyone is talking about you and your bf?! They saw all the photos in your pendrive.
Bear: hah?! What photo?!
Pat: You and the guy. They say you 2 so close. Touching touching... why you put those pictures there?
Bear: I didn't put them there la. But OMG! I am a celebrity now!
Pat: =.="
Bear: Aiyah.... Don't care la! I not scared of them. Besides, many people know liao la. Add a few more person oso nothing lu...
Pat: You not scared that something will happen? Like when you go find work next time. You not scared they won't hire you because you are gay?!
Bear: Scared for?! Not like I am a murderer on the lose.
Pat: No lah~ The society here is still very narrow-minded wor...
Bear: You think I care about those numb-skull?! They can remain stupid as they are coz I don't give a damn about them. I am sure there are some if not many that do not care of my sexuality. The others can rot in their own little boxed thinking.
Pat: Malaysia is like that lah~
Bear: And that is why we are not progressing fast enough. People here constantly making little little things as big issues. They would rather use their time to create controversy than to think of what is best for the nation. What a nice wonderful country.
Pat: yeah...

~There is nothing to fear when one is assure of what they want~

Firsts on the 31st

The following are the places and things that I went and did together with you-know-who on the 31st of this month:-

Yuens Garden Dim Sum: This is the dimsum restaurant that appeared in William's blog post a couple of times. Good food for the tummy as well as for the eyes. Most of the waiters are highschoolers but I would better refer them as twinks. After some discussion with the bf, we decided to rename the restaurant. It should be called TwinkyLand Dim Sum Restaurant!!!

Couple Shirt: Both lingling and me wore the same shirt. White T with black stripes. The initial idea of this was so that we look like colleagues hanging out together after a days work. LOL!

Contact lens: Hooray!!! First time wearing contacts for the day. I was given 2 pairs of contacts for a trial. OMG!!! I was so excited! David helped me put them on though. But I managed to remove them on my own. kekeke!

Baskin Robbins: It was the 31st of the month and you would expect a long queu for this ice-cream. First time eating!!! hmmm... really different from the cheap ice-cream I usually eat from the local convenient stores. YUMMY!!!

Studying in Starbucks: I brought along my statistics notes for revision. Lingling had the mango flavoured drink while I got the peach. Woah... Can't believe it. I was studying with the contacts on!

CentrePoint: A mall located in Bandar Utama. We had dinner at Champs with several blogger friends. The food....... Not championing my tastebuds... :p

Mark: The blog owner of Come Into My World. First time meeting him and he was fashionably late due to some reason. hahahaha! So muscular..... I wanted to pinch his pecks too! kekekeke! Opppssss!

~There is always a first for everything~

Butterfly Encounter 3

I was surfing the net on this particular evening. Nearing the time for my next class, I took my bag from the pigeon hole and head out of the library. The skies were dark. Strong wind blew with rage. My messy hair turned messier. As I walked down the steps of the library I saw umbrellas flying. Squirrels scurrying for the nearest trees. The monsoon is here.

Upon reaching the bus stand, I sat patiently waiting for the bus. Seconds after, the rain poured like there was no tomorrow. The blowing wind getting stronger by the minute. The sheltered stand barely sheltered anyone.

From the nearby trees they emerge. Tiny little purple butterflies. All blown towards the bus stand where I was standing. I was mesmerized by the sight. They hanged on to whatever they could. I found a few attached to my Forest T. Some on my hands. Even some on my hair. They were holding on for their lives. I picked one of them and placed it in my palms.

About 15minutes later, the bus finally arrive. What took you so long!!! Covering my palms I rushed into the bus. Nope, not a single one of them made it. Must have been blown away by the strong winds...

~If you can't find anyone to hold on to, you can always hold on to me~

Dare to Love

I woke up today hugging my bolster. I tried to recall all that has happen this past month. It was like a dream. I certainly hoped that it's not a dream. Too sweet a dream for me. Scrolling down my phonebook the name is still there. I let out a breath of relief.

Facing the laptop screen I wonder if you are still asleep. If you are, I wish that you'll have a nice dream. Just before I was awakened by my alarm clock, I had a dream. A dream where I was searching for a lost soul. My roomie too was in the dream. We were given a magical compass that will direct us to the lost soul. I met several of my coursemates while in search of the one. I was hoping to find him and can be sure that it's him that I was searching for. But the ringing tone awakened me before I could complete the dream.

I had so much fun while I was with you. I love every moment that we shared together. While I was lying on the couch, you sat in front of me listening ever so attentively. I can feel your every bit of sincerity. Your every smile paints a smile on me. You have shown me how much sweeter the world could be.


People say that when we fall in love, we give a part of our heart to the person we love and that our heart would never be complete again. And when we break up, the heart can never be whole again because we have given a part of it away.

It is true to say that because the person has taken a piece of our heart and we can never retrieve it back. But have we not also received a part of their heart? It is a fair trade to me. It's also like this that we would forever remain in each others hearts. Remember that we are the ones that willingly gave that part of the heart away to be shared. No one can force us to give it away.

~If you are afraid to love, you will never be loved~

Naughty Am I Not

On the way back to UPM last Monday morning. The lil' bear was feeling itchy.

Salmon: Don't play with it lah~
Bear: Not playing lah~ Itchy leh~ Trim liao then itchy lor...
Salmon: Next time I help you trim shorter. hahaha!
Bear: Yeeee...

The bear was feeling naughty! He took lil' bear out and played with it. Luring the salmon in hope that he could catch the salmon red-handed. The salmon's eyes were trapped between looking at that cute lil' bear and concentrating on swimming back to UPM. The salmon was smart enough not to get caught all for the sake of maintaining the safety of both bear and salmon.

~Woah! It Looks Longer Now~

Shopping Spree

Despite the classes in uni has resumed, I have been going out with dear alot these past few weeks. There was a meet up with several bloggers that I have been so eager to meet. Dinner at Old Klang Road with William, SK, Evann, Gratitude, Takashi, Joe and Bunny? hehehe... How should I say it... Meeting them in person they really looked different from the pictures in facebook. LOL!

A very nice dinner I would say. Bak kut teh and steamed fish was really good(I lovee the mushrooms!). But those pork kidney thingy sent chills to my spine. Yucks... Then we continued on to PappaRich(second visit???) for some supper. Honestly, I don't think PappaRich is nice lor. Or perhaps the over-priced food doesn't suit the wallet and mouth of this Bear here. The drinks are so-so and the bun and bread that I had there was also mediocre. Nothing to shout about.

I spent the past weekend at Puchong. Shop and shop and shop til I dropped again. LOL! I have never liked shopping unless I am shopping with my mum. But it turns out that shopping with lingling was so much fun. From Mid Valley to The Mines then to IOI mall. After so much walking I only came up with 3 items. LOL! 1 from each shopping mall. A polo T, a round neck and a sleeveless.

Had a first try of prawn paste chee chiong fun for lunch some where I think. Even with the yong taufu still couldn't satisfy the tummy and so I had a bowl of asam laksa. Teeheee!!! While at The Mines, we had some tea with marble cheese and durian cheese cake. wakaka! So yummy lu...

While on Sunday morning we played masak-masak again. Raisin oat bread with luncheon meat and fried eggs. Dear left the sliced tomatoes in the refrigerator to be chilled but forgot to take them out for the sandwiches =.=" Night we had Puchong yong tau fu for dinner. OMG! Really delicious! I finished the tomatoes for supper that night...

The bear is putting on weight if I am not wrong. Can start to notice the tummy abit bigger liao(or was it my imagination?).

~More Than Words~

Cameron: Rolling Down The Hills

The breakfast on that morning was better I say. They had KokoCrunch! Yay!!! hmm... Had one bowl of that with milk. kekeke... At the breakfast table was a Japanese couple. According to them they were on a super-duper-long-holiday. If they are, they must be filthy rich!

Checked out of hotel after our breakfast and down the hills we go. On the way down we saw some parts of the hills covered by mist! Dear was so excited seeing the cloudy mist while William attempted to take a picture of it. We took a brief stop at the Avant Chocolate Factory. Upon entering the structure, I saw some well decorated chocolate cakes that looked so tempting! Gimme gimme, I wanna EAT!!! T_T

After some sightseeing(there was a live turkey there and OMG it was sooooo ugly!) we continued rolling down the hill. Lunch break was at Bidor's infamous Pun Chun. Had some bad memories of ill tasting wanton noodles in the past but hey, let bygones be bygones. Lunch was herbal duck thigh noodles. OMG, the duck tasted so good! As for the noodles... =.=" A Sad Case.

I spent the weekend at dear's place and we had a masak-masak session on Sunday evening. Dear was the cook while I helped out with just preparing some of the ingredients. The spaghetti and herbal chicken soup was really good =)

The night before I return to UPM, dear and I took a stroll outside. We were in luck that day as we make our way back home dear spotted a tiny green glowing thing! I shouted AHHHH!!! Firefly!!! hahahaha... I was so happy. Never thought we would be able to see a seriously declining species roaming just in front of dear's apartment. What an end to my New Year holidays. Yippie!!!

~A tiny flickering light of hope~