I woke up today hugging my bolster. I tried to recall all that has happen this past month. It was like a dream. I certainly hoped that it's not a dream. Too sweet a dream for me. Scrolling down my phonebook the name is still there. I let out a breath of relief.
Facing the laptop screen I wonder if you are still asleep. If you are, I wish that you'll have a nice dream. Just before I was awakened by my alarm clock, I had a dream. A dream where I was searching for a lost soul. My roomie too was in the dream. We were given a magical compass that will direct us to the lost soul. I met several of my coursemates while in search of the one. I was hoping to find him and can be sure that it's him that I was searching for. But the ringing tone awakened me before I could complete the dream.
I had so much fun while I was with you. I love every moment that we shared together. While I was lying on the couch, you sat in front of me listening ever so attentively. I can feel your every bit of sincerity. Your every smile paints a smile on me. You have shown me how much sweeter the world could be.
People say that when we fall in love, we give a part of our heart to the person we love and that our heart would never be complete again. And when we break up, the heart can never be whole again because we have given a part of it away.
It is true to say that because the person has taken a piece of our heart and we can never retrieve it back. But have we not also received a part of their heart? It is a fair trade to me. It's also like this that we would forever remain in each others hearts. Remember that we are the ones that willingly gave that part of the heart away to be shared. No one can force us to give it away.
~If you are afraid to love, you will never be loved~