Every night, I would hug my bolster and imagine P being the bolster and hug him to sleep. How nice if could do that. Yesterday, we met up at the Kepong Jusco. I waited at the vege section(I know it's a little odd meeting place, LOL). There he stood in front of me in his blue T. The nervousness build up quick on me. It's one thing to chat online, but it's totally different face to face. But, P was good enough to kept the talk flowing although there were awkward silent moments. Hmm... I guess I really need to apply what I have learnt from my English lessons in uni. I failed terribly in keeping the conversation lively.
Dinner together at Food & Tea outlet. 1st time going there lor. The portion of the food is a little small but the drinks were okay. I wanted the mango Tong Sui there but apparently it's not available at the moment =( I ate slowly cos P have a little difficulty to eat at the moment. But turns out I ate too slow. He waited for me to finish =.=" Then we continued a short walk in Jusco and headed for The Fruity Stall in Kepong. It was raining that night and so he got the umbrella. While crossing the street, we held hands. Urm, easier to cross together mah! LOL! There at the stall, he knew practically what I wanted and he ordered for me >.<
After our food there, he sent me back to my home. While sitting beside him in his car, I couldn't stop smilling. hmm... but I really wished that the night wouldn't end. Time flew so fast. So many things running in my mind that giving directions to my home was a bit clumsy. With his car pulled up in front of the house, I glanced every direction seeing if there was any of the neighbours out there. None in sight! Phew! I hesitated at first. Not knowing if I should go for it. But, I didn't wanna lose the opportunity. There we were, in the car, our very 1st kiss. I didn't really felt the braces though. It's as if they weren't even there >.<