Rejected

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

I guess the title explains it. At about 6.15 p.m was the time I received the verdict. I thought I was doing fine. No tears. The heart pumped all its best to support my emotions. As if some pressure has been placed upon my chest. But I still maintained my composure. Until...

"When you thought that nothing ever exist... I am here to tell you you're wrong... I made a choice to regret... and its totally my lost... For once and last.... Love you~"

Those are the very last words that I notice. It carved itself into my heart. Digging every inch of it. And I finally lost it. I gave in to my feelings and tears came on its own.

But knowing this now is a good thing. I need not wait for him any longer. I can finally step away from this detour and continue on my path. I truly appreciate even if our hearts connected for a short moment. Perhaps its too soon. Perhaps our paths may cross again. The probability are endless. I will move on but in my heart will always remain a spot for you.

p.s: a hidden message between the lines might answer your curiosity~




~Love you too~

12 comments:

Gratitude said...

Chin up, lil' bear! *hugz*

There are many more fishes in the sea awaiting your hook.
+Ant+

William said...

Technology is the great Cupid, and also the great impersonal messenger of bad news. Your Prince Charming is still out there. *pelukz

manglish said...

sounded like Pikey =) u will be fine....hahha NO you will be BETTER!!!!!!!

Bravebear said...

Gratitude, this bear here only likes pacific Salmon :P

William, wonder my gaydar will be able to sense him anot. Perhaps I need an upgrade. hahaha!

Manglish, yesh!!! I will be better! RAWR!!!

Just B3cks said...

be strong babe! hugss... :)

Bravebear said...

Aww... Hugs Becks =) A hug from lengzai make me so happy! yay!

pikey said...

Awww..... hugs.. u will be alright, time will heal everything.. and there's always people out there you have a chance with...

Evann said...

Aww hun I'm so sorry to hear that. But keep your chin up. And hey, you're a nice person so it's his loss.

Bravebear said...

pikey, hugs... This little bear will stay strong. Cos he believes someone will come along =)

Evann, thanks =) I have to respect his wishes. I just hope he will be happy with his choice. He is a good person too.

orange-wee said...

whoa...u so late already still awake?
sleep early ah....

Lucas said...

dont worry, lots more fishies out there... u can always have ur pick.

as long as your not after the same salmon as me... u have my full support :)

cheer up, and try to move on :)

Bravebear said...

Hi there Lucas! I am okay now. Hopefully not the same salmon yea... =)