Experiment L

Monday, November 23, 2009

I added someone on msn about 2 days ago(or was it 3?). He is a young lad which I will refer to as L. He came asking me for an experiment. He wanted to find out the answers to whether he is confused. I was shocked by his request and I was afraid that he could be a psycho or some sort of trap to get me. I was reluctant to the request of the boy. Perhaps his hormones were acting and he was horny and wanted a fuck buddy or something. So I decided to fall back and see how it might go.

I asked many questions to get a general idea of his condition. From the information that I have gathered, I somehow felt that he is genuine in finding out and to be confirm the he could be one of us. That is given if what he said is nothing but the truth. Perhaps he is really confused. Perhaps he knows and he couldn't accept it until he tries out the experiment. Or perhaps, he is just pretending to get to know me. I am not clear. But this is an opportunity to get to know someone. Perhaps I might find myself a potential bf. If things don't work out, it would still be a good experience.

Somehow I can't stop thinking that he might be a confused straight or bi. And by agreeing to the experiment is like taking advantage of a puzzled little boy. I feel guilty. But then again, I am afraid he would find someone else and things might go bad. At least I am sure, if it were to be me, he would be safe from the monsters outside. Yeah~ I am desperate. But I know clearly this is an experiment to help him. We won't be having anal sex, this I can guarantee :p

L is 20 this year. Yet, I can't help to feel that he is a little boy in need of some guidance from me. From the way he writes and respond as well as his picture, he is really cute! He is a really good listener too. I told him stories of me and he seems to be really eager to know. I really do wish that this isn't some sort of trap or experiment. Bcos slowly, I know I will fall in love with the test subject and it will be difficult for me to regain my grounds again. Even as I am typing this out. I know I have a little feeling for the test subject. Hope I will be able to control myself and wait for the conclusion of the experiment.




~Chances come and go, I will try to make it happen~

16 comments:

William said...

Interesting! Time to love your virginity (or part of it). But actually... 20 isn't young lo. I just hope both of you are mentally-ready and take the proper precautions.

Brian LZQ said...

Absolutely.. Who says that 20 is young.. I am 18! Yeah! Bern so much older than me... Well.. I couldn't understand how the experiment would help because it is all about giving and recieving pleasures which could be done by machines too.. need not to say human... and be very careful because you may have helped him but the outcome may not be the one you expected. Anyway, if you think that he's the one to give in then GOOD LUCK MY FRIEND!

ichimaru akira said...

A word of advice from me:

Remember always that its a no strings attached affair.things could go ugly if u forget this

manglish said...

wat kind of experiment? in bed? hhehehhe

Bravebear said...

William, precautions such as?

Brian, yeah I know 20 isn't young. But I guess its a mind thing that tells me anyone younger than me is like a little brother to me. Haih... I guess being the oldest of my siblings I have this protective nature.

Ichi, thanks. I have a very soft heart. But I will try my best.

Manglish, err... hahaha! Dun think too much :p

Medie007 said...

wah... paedo! >.<

Gratitude said...

Medie@ 20 ody, mana ada paedo? :P

Beary@ what u meant to say is that you are much less of a monster then? lolz
he's not that young anymore. Guess we all know how this saga is gonna end up, rite? hehe Best wishes!!! *thousand winks* ^_^
+Ant+

Bravebear said...

Gratitude, how is it gonna end up???
O.o" I oso want to know how le... The results should be obtainable in a few more days. Til then...

said...

haha

issit an excuse to eat that twink?!?

Bravebear said...

twink? I oso twink lor then... hahaha!

Kelvin said...

Guess he just really curious...why treat him as a test experiment? U both can be just friends right?

Bravebear said...

Kelvin, I want to be friends too. I wonder if he is too... We will see how things go after this...

Twilight Zone said...

I cannot help laughing!!! ha ha ha ha!...

You funny young boy! Ask the sex guru Gratitude to tunjuk ajar! Muahahaha!

simonlover said...

Well. It is now depends solely on Bravebear to save the boy from the World Of Straights! -- There's no harm asking him to try out Gay r'ship and i'm sure u'll be a very good companion to him either. Since his 1st taste of the Gay World is you & i'm sure u r an ultra super goodie cute twink as well, maybe the feeling that he get will make him love the Gay World and 10 years later, maybe i will wish you a very Happy 10th Anniversary leh? =)

# 38 me....pening ady

Just B3cks said...

Interesting :) 2 cute guy together..waw!. So have you met him already? Sorry bbear, didnt comments here for sometimes already. I'm so busy at work!

Bravebear said...

Twilight, Gratitude is a sex guru? O.o didn't know that. Hope the lessons are FOC though :p

Simon, I think i need more skills and experience leh. Failed miserably... Wonder if anyone available to teach. hahaha!

Becks, no wonder la... was waiting for u to comment only post a new entry :p